I do believe that i suffer from Seasonal Affective Disorder, my productivity in summer compared to Winter varies so dramatically that sometimes i feel that i need to move back to a sunnier part of the world but at last i love Melbourne too much, you abusive bugger! Maybe its because most of the tv shows i like comes out in winter and makes it even worse for me to be productive, compounded by looking like a dust bunny, sitting in an isolated corner and trying to do work is not very motivating.

Then comes summer, with it only being night for a good 6 hours, all the indie boys are out with their fixie bikes and oooooooo Ice coffees. So much stimulus and bam! away we go with that pen and paper and you wonder why you have felt so down just a couple of months ago. What changed? Sometimes i think that you need to extreme downs in order to achieve a very successful up. Lower the standards, higher the results right? I do wonder sometimes how things would be for me if everything was just kept constant...but i think i'll just go crazy first from the boredom.

nyehhhh....